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		<title>Lost Japanese Technology and Geniuses </title>
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					<description><![CDATA[We have witnessed various &#8220;too unnatural incidents&#8221; until now: What these incidents share is the sudden crushing of excellent Japanese technology. It&#8217;s as if an &#8220;underlying force&#8221; was at work, with remarkable timing. While these are superficially labeled as &#8220;accidents,&#8221; &#8220;scandals,&#8221; or &#8220;conspiracy theories,&#8221; many people must feel a sense of unease. 目次 Reasons Why [&#8230;]]]></description>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">We have witnessed various &#8220;too unnatural incidents&#8221; until now:</p>



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<li><strong>Winny Incident</strong></li>



<li><strong>STAP Cell Incident</strong></li>



<li><strong>TRON Incident</strong></li>



<li><strong>Samsung Explosion Issue</strong></li>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">What these incidents share is the sudden crushing of excellent Japanese technology. It&#8217;s as if an &#8220;underlying force&#8221; was at work, with remarkable timing. While these are superficially labeled as &#8220;accidents,&#8221; &#8220;scandals,&#8221; or &#8220;conspiracy theories,&#8221; many people must feel a sense of unease.</p>



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    <ol class="toc-list open"><li><a href="#toc1" tabindex="0">Reasons Why Geniuses Were Silenced</a><ol><li><a href="#toc2" tabindex="0">The Darkness of the Winny Incident and the Genius Programmer</a></li><li><a href="#toc3" tabindex="0">The Tragedy of STAP Cells and Haruko Obokata</a></li><li><a href="#toc4" tabindex="0">The Silenced Domestic OS &#8220;TRON&#8221; and Dr. Ken Sakamura</a></li><li><a href="#toc5" tabindex="0">The Mysterious Explosion Incident at Samsung</a></li></ol></li><li><a href="#toc6" tabindex="0">The &#8220;Force&#8221; Lurking in the Background</a></li><li><a href="#toc7" tabindex="0">Spiritual Truth: A Story of Darkness vs. Light</a><ol><ol><ol><li><a href="#toc8" tabindex="0">[Side of Love]</a></li><li><a href="#toc9" tabindex="0">[Side of Control]</a></li></ol></li></ol></li></ol></li><li><a href="#toc10" tabindex="0">Steve Jobs&#8217; &#8220;Last Words&#8221; Provide the Answer</a></li><li><a href="#toc11" tabindex="0">&#8220;Two United States of America&#8221; — A Conspiracy Plan Underway Behind the Scenes</a><ol><li><a href="#toc12" tabindex="0">It All Began with the &#8220;16-Year Plan&#8221;</a></li><li><a href="#toc13" tabindex="0">&#8220;Two United States of America&#8221; Exist</a></li><li><a href="#toc14" tabindex="0">The &#8220;Debt Hell&#8221; Moving in the Background</a></li><li><a href="#toc15" tabindex="0">The Ultimate Goal Was &#8220;World War III&#8221;</a></li><li><a href="#toc16" tabindex="0">Why Is This Story Important?</a></li></ol></li><li><a href="#toc17" tabindex="0">What Has Truly Been Lost?</a></li></ol>
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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc1">Reasons Why Geniuses Were Silenced</span></h2>



<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc2">The Darkness of the Winny Incident and the Genius Programmer</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><a rel="noopener" href="https://www.tiktok.com/@__ninnin/video/7208123703710846209?_r=1&amp;_t=ZS-8xsTCGXS3Db" target="_blank">TikTok &#8211; Make Your Day</a></p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><strong>Isamu Kaneko</strong>, the genius programmer from the University of Tokyo who developed Winny, was framed by fabricated police and prosecutor reports. It took him seven years to win his innocence, and just as he was about to return to his professorship, he suddenly died at the young age of 42. This is extremely unnatural. He possessed technology that could change the world. If Winny had become widespread, the era of iTunes and YouTube might not have existed. Furthermore, the probability of a person dying naturally in their 40s is 0.96%. What percentage of that is a natural death?</p>



<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc3">The Tragedy of STAP Cells and Haruko Obokata</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><a rel="noopener" href="https://www.tiktok.com/@tiderynnrr1/video/7477918829633375495?_r=1&amp;_t=ZS-8xsTIpG3kWI" target="_blank">TikTok &#8211; Make Your Day</a></p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">In April 2024, surprising news spread: <strong>STAP cells</strong>, once labeled as &#8220;fabricated,&#8221; were finally granted a patent. Moreover, the patent applicant was Professor Charles Vacanti of Harvard University, her mentor who believed in and supported Haruko Obokata until the very end. Formerly, a co-author at RIKEN was deemed to have &#8220;committed suicide,&#8221; and Ms. Obokata was attacked by all media and socially ostracized. However, after 10 years, STAP cells were patented, and Professor Vacanti openly lectured in Kyoto. This highlights the fact that &#8220;the truth was suppressed.&#8221;</p>



<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc4">The Silenced Domestic OS &#8220;TRON&#8221; and Dr. Ken Sakamura</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><a rel="noopener" href="https://www.tiktok.com/@hallkyofu/video/7385109142328904968?_r=1&amp;_t=ZS-8xsTNhOLMWt" target="_blank">TikTok &#8211; Make Your Day</a></p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Another &#8220;silenced man&#8221; is <strong>Dr. Ken Sakamura</strong>. He created <strong>TRON</strong>, the world&#8217;s best domestic OS, which supported many Japanese technologies, from Toyota cars, home appliances, cameras, to smartphones. The Hayabusa2 asteroid explorer was also controlled by TRON. However, in 1989, the U.S. government designated TRON as an &#8220;unfair trade barrier.&#8221; To allow Windows to win, Japanese technology was crushed at a national level. At that time, seven out of the world&#8217;s top 10 companies were Japanese. In just a few decades from then, Japan surrendered all its technology to America.</p>



<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc5">The Mysterious Explosion Incident at Samsung</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Furthermore, in 2016, there was the <strong>Samsung Galaxy explosion incident</strong>, which Apple had never been able to surpass. Videos spread of smartphones exploding, blowing up homes and cars. Samsung incurred losses of over 2 trillion yen in two days, and the following year, the iPhone recaptured the top spot in global market share. It&#8217;s a series of events almost too perfectly orchestrated, like a movie. Currently, new Samsung Galaxy phones include the UN Agenda 2030 app.</p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc6">The &#8220;Force&#8221; Lurking in the Background</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">All of these events can be seen as having occurred to protect &#8220;vested interests&#8221; and &#8220;control.&#8221; &#8220;Protecting the control structure&#8221; was prioritized over &#8220;human evolution through technological progress.&#8221; This is a massive power structure led by the United States. The CIA, major media outlets, government agencies, and even the economic world each play their roles, moving without knowing the full picture. In other words, those who believe that &#8220;the world will be better if they play their part&#8221; are unconsciously complicit in a massive &#8220;dark scenario.&#8221;</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Of course, if a vastly superior OS to Windows had been provided free of charge for PCs, Bill Gates would never have reigned at the top of the rich list.</p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc7">Spiritual Truth: A Story of Darkness vs. Light</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">From a spiritual perspective, these are also battles between love and control.</p>



<h5 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc8">[Side of Love]</span></h5>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Dr. Ken Sakamura (TRON), Isamu Kaneko, and Ms. Obokata all created technology with a pure desire for &#8220;human progress&#8221; and &#8220;people&#8217;s happiness.&#8221; Dr. Sakamura provided TRON free of charge, contributing to household appliances and space exploration worldwide.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">In the original path: &#8220;Technology for improving people&#8217;s lives should be shared free of charge.&#8221; → There was technology of &#8220;goodwill&#8221; like Dr. Ken Sakamura&#8217;s TRON.</p>



<h5 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc9">[Side of Control]</span></h5>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Opposing them are forces obsessed with vested interests, greed, and control. Fearing that &#8220;technology of love&#8221; would change the world, they tried to crush it by all means.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">In the chosen path: &#8220;A competitive society driven by greed, control, vested interests, and jealousy.&#8221; → U.S. pressure, vested interests, media manipulation, technological suppression.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">This is the conflict between &#8220;a civilization of love and sharing&#8221; and &#8220;a civilization of greed and control.&#8221; STAP cells, Winny, and TRON were truly technologies that would advance humanity. But there were forces that wanted to protect the &#8220;structure of control&#8221; by crushing them.</p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc10">Steve Jobs&#8217; &#8220;Last Words&#8221; Provide the Answer</span></h2>



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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Steve Jobs, just before his death, spoke these words. He confessed in his autobiography that he used cocaine and LSD to conceive the<a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/en/roswell/#toc9" target="_blank"> iPhone</a>. It seems he intentionally designed the screen to be easily breakable to promote replacement demand, but after various experiences, he left behind his final notes.</p>



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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">I reigned at the pinnacle of the business world as the human who sold the most things in human history. However, apart from business, my life had little joy. As life ends, all the things I accumulated—wealth, riches, desire for recognition— all that I was proud of fades and feels meaningless. In the darkness, I gaze at the blinking green light of the life support machine, only the sound of machinery echoing in my ears. I feel the breath of God. I know death is approaching. Now I finally understand something. If you&#8217;ve accumulated enough wealth, you should spend your time on things unrelated to wealth. Relationships, art, or childhood dreams are fine. Endless, insatiable obsession with wealth distorts a person. What God has given is not the illusion brought by wealth, but the feeling of being able to love. The wealth I gained, I cannot take with me. All I can take are memories overflowing with love. Memories filled with love are the richness of life, they stay with you forever, and they give you strength and illuminate the right path. Love transcends time and distance. There are no limits in life. Do whatever you want to do. See all the sights you want to see. All the answers are actually in your heart. You already have them. Material things can be found again and again. But there are some things, once lost, can never be regained. It&#8217;s life. It&#8217;s life itself. No matter what stage your life is in now, an end will surely come someday. Cherish your family&#8217;s love. Cherish time with your beloved. Cherish time with your friends. Cherish yourself. And be kind to others.</p>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">These words are the &#8220;truth of humanity&#8221; he realized on his deathbed. No technology, no success, is meaningful without love. It means <strong>&#8220;what&#8217;s truly important is technology with &#8216;love,&#8217; and a life with love.&#8221;</strong></p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc11">&#8220;Two United States of America&#8221; — A Conspiracy Plan Underway Behind the Scenes</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Have you ever heard the talk of &#8220;there are two United States of America&#8221;? This is a major topic, sometimes referred to as the &#8220;truth of the hidden world&#8221; that is not generally known.</p>



<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc12">It All Began with the &#8220;16-Year Plan&#8221;</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">In 2016, it is said that a &#8220;16-year plan&#8221; was set in motion by the forces that secretly manipulate the world, the &#8220;Cabal (Illuminati),&#8221; to completely seize control of the American nation. Former President Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton were reportedly working to execute this plan. The roots of this conspiracy go back even further, to the time when Bush Senior (George H.W. Bush) was the CIA Director. He was a member of the famous secret society &#8220;Skull &amp; Bones,&#8221; as was his father, Prescott Bush. In other words, secret societies, including the Freemasons, have been deeply involved in the control structure of America.</p>



<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc13">&#8220;Two United States of America&#8221; Exist</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">As an unknown fact, it is said that the United States of America exists in two forms:</p>



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<li><strong>United States of America Corporation:</strong> This is America as a &#8220;corporation,&#8221; registered as a &#8220;corporation&#8221; in Puerto Rico.</li>



<li><strong>Republic of America:</strong> This is the original &#8220;republican state&#8221; of America, established by 13 states after the Revolutionary War approximately 250 years ago.</li>
</ol>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The American government we know is reportedly functioning not as a true &#8220;nation&#8221; but as a &#8220;corporation.&#8221;</p>



<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc14">The &#8220;Debt Hell&#8221; Moving in the Background</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The United States of America Corporation established the Federal Reserve Board (FRB) and seized control of finance by issuing paper money. However, it is said to have accumulated enormous debt and was on the verge of collapse. Despite this, the FRB maintained the economy on the surface by distributing funds, while behind the scenes, the &#8220;privatization&#8221; of the nation progressed.</p>



<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc15">The Ultimate Goal Was &#8220;World War III&#8221;</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The climax of this &#8220;16-year plan&#8221; was reportedly a terrifying one: to install Hillary Clinton as president and ignite World War III. Wars are not fought between countries because countries are fighting. It means there are those who cause wars for their own financial gain.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">However, this plan was thwarted in the 2016 presidential election when Donald Trump won. It is said that the &#8220;plan to secretly control the world&#8221; was scrapped.</p>



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<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc16">Why Is This Story Important?</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">If you only look at modern news and politics, you only see superficial conflicts and events. However, by knowing these underlying power structures, you can realize the &#8220;real reasons&#8221; why the world moves.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><strong>&#8220;Everything was planned.&#8221;</strong></p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Having this perspective may significantly change how you view the world.</p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc17">What Has Truly Been Lost?</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Behind these incidents lies the reality that not only &#8220;technology&#8221; and &#8220;assets&#8221; but <strong>&#8220;the pride and future of the Japanese people&#8221;</strong> themselves have been taken away. If we forget patriotism, the same tragedies will repeat.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">What we must do now is:</p>



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<li><strong>&#8220;Know the facts.&#8221;</strong></li>



<li><strong>&#8220;Focus on the essence.&#8221;</strong></li>



<li><strong>&#8220;Pass on the truth for future generations.&#8221;</strong></li>
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		<title>The Afterlife, Karma, Vibrations, and What Prevents the Soul&#8217;s Return?</title>
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					<description><![CDATA[目次 IntroductionThe Soul&#8217;s Destination is Determined by Its &#8220;Vibrational Frequency&#8221; at the Time of Death&#8220;Life Review&#8221; and &#8220;Shedding Memories&#8221; in the AfterlifeWhat is the &#8220;Law of Karma&#8221;? Your Actions Always Return to YouBut Is the Law of Karma Truly Absolute?&#8220;Archons&#8221; and the Soul Reincarnation SystemWhat are Archons?Karma as an InventionAn Afterlife for Extraterrestrials, and an [&#8230;]]]></description>
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    <ol class="toc-list open"><li><a href="#toc1" tabindex="0">Introduction</a></li><li><a href="#toc2" tabindex="0">The Soul&#8217;s Destination is Determined by Its &#8220;Vibrational Frequency&#8221; at the Time of Death</a><ol><li><a href="#toc3" tabindex="0">&#8220;Life Review&#8221; and &#8220;Shedding Memories&#8221; in the Afterlife</a></li><li><a href="#toc4" tabindex="0">What is the &#8220;Law of Karma&#8221;? Your Actions Always Return to You</a></li></ol></li><li><a href="#toc5" tabindex="0">But Is the Law of Karma Truly Absolute?</a></li><li><a href="#toc6" tabindex="0">&#8220;Archons&#8221; and the Soul Reincarnation System</a><ol><ol><li><a href="#toc7" tabindex="0">What are Archons?</a></li></ol></li></ol></li><li><a href="#toc8" tabindex="0">Karma as an Invention</a></li><li><a href="#toc9" tabindex="0">An Afterlife for Extraterrestrials, and an Afterlife for Earthlings?</a></li><li><a href="#toc10" tabindex="0">So What Should We Do?</a></li><li><a href="#toc11" tabindex="0">How to Reclaim Our Original Return?</a></li><li><a href="#toc12" tabindex="0">Declaration of Dark Contract Release</a></li></ol>
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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc1">Introduction</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The world is immensely vast. Where does the soul go after we leave this world? And what determines its destination? In the spiritual worldview, there are various theories regarding these questions, but all of them are based on the common understanding that &#8220;the essence of the soul is eternal, and this life is merely a temporary experience.&#8221; In this article, based on the important perspectives I&#8217;ve outlined below, I want to deeply explore the soul&#8217;s destination after death, vibrational realms, the law of karma, and the recently noted existence of <strong>Archons</strong>.</p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc2">The Soul&#8217;s Destination is Determined by Its &#8220;Vibrational Frequency&#8221; at the Time of Death</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">One of the spiritual laws is the &#8220;<strong>Law of Vibrational Resonance</strong>.&#8221; This states that &#8220;people, objects, and events with similar vibrations (frequencies) attract each other.&#8221; When we die, we are drawn to a realm that corresponds to our vibration at that moment. In other words, the afterlife is a dimension appropriate to our vibration.</p>



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<li><strong>People with high vibrations go to higher realms:</strong> Those who lived valuing love, gratitude, compassion, and sincerity maintain a high vibrational state. After death, they can naturally move towards a purer, light-filled world.</li>



<li><strong>People with low vibrations go to lower realms:</strong> Conversely, those who remained trapped in emotions like anger, jealousy, hatred, and attachment die in a low vibrational state. Thus, they tend to remain in lower dimensions (the ethereal realm = lower astral plane) after death. Well, people who only know how to corner others will continue to suffer even after death. 🙂</li>
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<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc3">&#8220;Life Review&#8221; and &#8220;Shedding Memories&#8221; in the Afterlife</span></h3>



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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">It is said that after the soul leaves the body, it immediately experiences a &#8220;life review,&#8221; like a rapidly replaying cinematic sequence of its life. This phenomenon, called a &#8220;<strong>life review</strong>,&#8221; is a process of objectively examining the life one has lived. During this, it&#8217;s said that one experiences the impact one had on others (both good and bad) from the perspective of the other person. So, if you hurt someone, you will re-experience that suffering yourself. In this way, the soul deeply understands its choices and actions, reflects, and uses them for growth.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Afterward, the soul is believed to spend a certain period in an intermediate world after death (a parallel-world-like realm) and eventually return to the <strong>Higher Self</strong> (the soul&#8217;s essential self), temporarily shedding its Earthly experiences and memories before returning to its soul&#8217;s home.</p>



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<h3 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc4">What is the &#8220;Law of Karma&#8221;? Your Actions Always Return to You</span></h3>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The Law of Karma is very simple and strict. &#8220;A person who kills 10 people will be killed 10 times in the next reincarnation.&#8221; This is understood not as &#8220;punishment&#8221; but as &#8220;restoring balance&#8221; and &#8220;for learning.&#8221; By experiencing the pain one inflicted on others, one gains deep understanding and empathy. That is the function of karma. Of course, this also applies to good deeds. A person who helped others learns what it feels like to be helped, and may also receive salvation by being in a position to be helped themselves.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">This means that within the laws of the universe, there is an absolute rule of cause and effect: &#8220;what you do comes back to you.&#8221; So, those who have been unkind will inevitably experience the same thing, even if there&#8217;s a time lag. It would be good if people could realize this from now on. There are dozens of such laws.</p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc5">But Is the Law of Karma Truly Absolute?</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Let&#8217;s shift our perspective a bit here. Is this supposed universal law of &#8220;karma&#8221; truly universal and absolute? Or are we just made to believe it? Some channeling information and spiritual research suggest:</p>



<ul class="wp-block-list">
<li><strong>There is no sin in this world, and karma is inherently &#8220;natural cause and effect.&#8221;</strong></li>



<li><strong>However, on Earth, it has been manipulated and distorted into something like a forced punishment.</strong></li>
</ul>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc6">&#8220;Archons&#8221; and the Soul Reincarnation System</span></h2>



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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">This is where the beings called &#8220;<strong>Archons</strong>&#8221; come into play. These are interdimensional beings from ancient Gnostic thought, said to hinder the soul&#8217;s growth. We are drawn to worlds according to our vibrations, and our actions have reactions. But what if this process is being manipulated from the outside?</p>



<h4 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc7">What are Archons?</span></h4>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Archons are non-Earthly soul entities whose name means &#8220;rulers&#8221; in Greek. There is a theory that they interfere with the afterlife process to trap souls of cosmic origin, or impersonate false beings of light to force souls to reincarnate. These are the false gods and their subordinates spoken of in ancient Gnostic thought. They are said to have intervened with humanity for over 20,000 years, subtly manipulating human consciousness on physical, plasma, etheric, and astral levels, thus depriving us of true freedom.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">In other words, the suspicion is that the system of drawing souls back into this third-dimensional world again and again under the name of karma, erasing their memories, and making them repeat suffering and learning – this very system might have been constructed by the Archons.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Many channelers and spiritual researchers share the common understanding that &#8220;Archons&#8221; are related to negative Orion-system entities (the Orion Empire).</p>



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<li><strong>Non-physical, formless beings:</strong> Much information states that &#8220;Archons are non-physical energy beings.&#8221; They are like dark energy, feeding on low-frequency energies such as fear and anger. Some people perceive them as black mist, shadows, haze, or smoke.</li>



<li><strong>Reptilian/Insectoid forms:</strong> In some cases, Archons are equated with Reptilians (reptilian extraterrestrials) or Insectoids (insect-like). They are particularly feared as entities that parasitize human emotions and manipulate minds. In channeling, they sometimes appear in bizarre forms like &#8220;praying mantises,&#8221; &#8220;snakes,&#8221; or &#8220;octopuses.&#8221;</li>



<li><strong>False beings of light mimicking human forms:</strong> Among experiences of encountering Archons in the afterlife, there are examples such as &#8220;approaching with an angelic appearance&#8221; or &#8220;impersonating God and recommending reincarnation, saying &#8216;you still need to learn more.'&#8221; In these cases, Archons are said to deliberately take on the appearance of beautiful beings of light to guide souls into reincarnation.</li>



<li><strong>Depictions in ancient Gnostic texts:</strong> In Gnosticism, Archons are subordinates of the &#8220;false god (Demiurge)&#8221; and beings who manage and control Earth. They are described with ape-like faces, snake-like bodies, or immature, fetus-like forms. This is also interpreted as a &#8220;symbol of immature intelligence that hinders the soul&#8217;s growth.&#8221;</li>



<li><strong>What is the form of the Archon for you?</strong> Interestingly, the appearance of Archons is also said to change according to the observer&#8217;s consciousness, vibration, and beliefs. If the consciousness of fear is strong, they appear in more terrifying forms. If the consciousness of seeking inner truth is strong, they appear as &#8220;light&#8221; to deceive it. The form of an Archon might also be a &#8220;symbol of the shadow within us.&#8221;</li>
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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc8">Karma as an Invention</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The very concept of &#8220;<strong>karma</strong>&#8221; might be a psychological restraint subtly designed by the Archons. The caste system seen in India, for instance, is directly linked to the idea of karma. The logic is: &#8220;You accumulated bad deeds in a past life, so you were born into a lower caste in this life.&#8221; This is a highly effective social structure for suppressing people&#8217;s discontent and rebellion, truly nothing more than a tool for control.</p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc9">An Afterlife for Extraterrestrials, and an Afterlife for Earthlings?</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Let&#8217;s add an even deeper perspective here. Our souls are said to have both Earth-origin souls and cosmic-origin souls. Cosmic-origin souls are beings with different vibrations and dimensional structures than Earth. Therefore, when they die, they should inherently go to an &#8220;<strong>afterlife for extraterrestrials</strong>&#8221; or a &#8220;higher-dimensional realm.&#8221;</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">But what if this reincarnation system is being manipulated by Archons to trap them within the Earthly system? Cosmic souls might also be lost within Earth&#8217;s ethereal realm system, unable to return to their original home. Archons even manipulate the dimension that humans enter after leaving their physical bodies, so-called the ethereal realm. The soul&#8217;s &#8220;destination for reincarnation&#8221; is subtly guided by them, not to a truly desired place, but to a stage predicated on &#8220;atoning for karma.&#8221; This is a manipulated reincarnation based on karma, not a choice based on the soul&#8217;s free will. This might be why some souls repeatedly undergo painful reincarnations on Earth.</p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc10">So What Should We Do?</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Facing such possibilities, you might think, &#8220;Are we powerless then?&#8221; No, that&#8217;s not the case. The most important thing is for us to <strong>awaken to the true nature of our soul and reclaim our true free will.</strong></p>



<ul class="wp-block-list">
<li>Understanding the mechanisms of this world.</li>



<li>Not blindly believing what is presented as &#8220;light,&#8221; but listening to your intuition and the voice of your heart.</li>



<li>Raising your vibration and living in the present moment with love and sincerity.</li>
</ul>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">These are the keys to transcending the Archonic system.</p>



<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc11">How to Reclaim Our Original Return?</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">We are not just beings born to live and die. We have consciousness as souls beyond the physical body, and our experiences on Earth are merely one stage of learning. However, what if this stage of learning itself is being unnaturally manipulated? Now might be the time to wake up and remember the soul&#8217;s true freedom and return.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">True free will is the power to choose what your soul desires and where it returns. To break free from this trap structure and for the soul to return to its original dimension, it is said that the following are necessary:</p>



<ul class="wp-block-list">
<li>Inner awakening (realizing who you truly are).</li>



<li>Conscious work to release unnecessary soul contracts.</li>



<li>Intervention from external sources (liberation by forces of light).</li>
</ul>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">For this, I believe the first step needed is to let go of externally imposed beliefs and reconnect with your own soul.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><em>This discussion applies not only to Earth-origin souls but also to cosmic-origin souls.</em></p>



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<h2 class="wp-block-heading"><span id="toc12">Declaration of Dark Contract Release</span></h2>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Since it&#8217;s a good opportunity, I created this:</p>



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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">In the name of the I AM Presence, In the name of my soul, In the name of all forces of light, I revoke and nullify all agreements and contracts I have ever made with dark forces, regardless of their content, and even if they involve programming into my subconscious. All agreements and contracts are now, by my free will, revoked and nullified. I hereby declare myself free from all these contracts and the influence of dark forces. I hereby command a conscious interaction between myself and the forces of light, allowing no other intervention. I hereby command that my life be guided in full alignment with the highest plan. I hereby command that miracles bringing happiness to my life and to everyone&#8217;s lives be manifested. So be it, it is so.</p>



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					<description><![CDATA[I think the popular space bank or akashic records are not actually in the universe but your subconscious = your Higher Self. Higher Self, also called “Higher Self” or “True Self,” is the source of your soul (your essential self). It is also said to be the entity that holds the blueprint of your soul. [&#8230;]]]></description>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">I think the popular space bank or akashic records are not actually in the universe</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">but your subconscious = your Higher Self.</p>



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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Higher Self, also called “Higher Self” or “True Self,” is the source of your soul (your essential self). It is also said to be the entity that holds the blueprint of your soul.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Simply put, it is the “original self” that exists in a higher dimension than the “I” that lives in a physical body here and now.</p>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Well, for me, it doesn&#8217;t matter if it&#8217;s the voice of the soul, Higher Self, or whatever, as long as it&#8217;s reincarnated many times, but I don&#8217;t believe there is such a thing in the universe itself.</p>



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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The akashic record is a layer of information that stores “all events, thoughts, feelings, and soul records” that exist in theuniverse.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Simply put,<br>is like the “library of the universe” or the &#8220;resume of the soul.</p>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">As an example, I like the color purple, but one day in my early 20s, I suddenly fell in love with it. Until then, I had safely answered that I liked orange and light blue.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Purple corresponds to the seventh chakra, which symbolizes “connection with the universe,” “spiritual awakening,” and &#8220;intuition. I believe this is truly deeply related to our connection to our Higher Self.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">We access and read the Akashic Records, but how we do it, we receive it indirectly through communication with Higher Self, so I still think it is the universe = subconscious mind.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Like the Space Bank, that is almost the Law of Attraction.</p>



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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">It is a mechanism of attraction according to the state of consciousness, so to speak, since it is often spoken of as a mechanism for the circulation of spiritual abundance. That is why the name “cosmic bank” was coined, meaning that by giving oneself, one is in a state of depositing in the universe&#8230;.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">However, when the brain is overly flowery, people think that they can make money by doing this kind of thing without making any effort. It is a very dangerous idea.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Deposits are positive energy such as gratitude, love, and service. The result is a reality that goes around and the drawer is worthy of it.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Akashic is more of a library of your inner deep consciousness than something outside of it. It makes sense to read it as a download of information from Higher Self = “the higher consciousness of the soul”.</p>



<blockquote class="wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow">
<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The “record” is not somewhere in the universe, but in the layers of one&#8217;s own soul. Therefore, it is more like “remembering” than &#8220;reading.</p>
</blockquote>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">It is natural that the world we see is different because the symbolic vision varies from person to person. So channeling has to be trained.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><strong><span class="fz-22px">Space is a “designed space” = a stage for consciousness to experience.</span></strong></p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">When we talked about oneness, we started with darkness, but the essence of oneness is “nothingness” and &#8220;emptiness. Time, space, and matter are all simulated realities for consciousness to experience. Light and darkness, good and evil, male and female, are all settings for &#8220;separation.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Light and darkness&#8221; are relativities created by human consciousness, and in the universe itself, there is no good or evil, no evaluation. What there is is a stage of learning.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph"><span class="fz-22px"><strong>Why was it designed?</strong></span></p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Human beings (souls) “forget” and reincarnate on their own, to journey through darkness and suffering to realize their ‘love’ and &#8220;essence.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">I have a theory that the universe is not outside, but a magnificent mirror reflected inside, and therefore “the universe is on our side” and all that.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">I think the “voice of the universe” is a voice from your subconscious mind or something else. In fact, if you really receive such energy from the universe, you will die.</p>



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		<pubDate>Sat, 26 Oct 2024 06:36:08 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[All of us have some guardian spirits and guardian deities (at least one) in every person. There are also guides. The number of bodies varies from person to person. There are many, especially those who have important roles. I am sure some of them can talk to you, but I will not be involved in [&#8230;]]]></description>
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<p class="wp-block-paragraph">All of us have some guardian spirits and guardian deities (at least one) in every person. There are also guides.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">The number of bodies varies from person to person. There are many, especially those who have important roles.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">I am sure some of them can talk to you, but I will not be involved in that. (I guess they don&#8217;t speak to me in Japanese&#8230; I have to train myself to read it, otherwise it&#8217;s a difficult level.)</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">They will try something from the other side.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">But I don&#8217;t know if it is a protection or from the soul. When I encounter something I don&#8217;t know what it is, I gradually give up. It&#8217;s like, “Do whatever you want.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">I mean, if I could talk to everyone, I wouldn&#8217;t be able to learn anything, so I think those who can&#8217;t do it are trying not to do it.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Also,</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Patronuses are not all-powerful. Perhaps they have been in that position for so long that they feel distant from the time when they were human and don&#8217;t know everything. They are learning again by watching the human world.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">However, they do protect me in dangerous situations and accidents, and they send me telepathic messages. What about people who have accidents? I <strong>can&#8217;t tell you</strong> exactly what is going on here, but I can tell you that the reason is very clear. But let me tell you that there is a good reason.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">I think that many people who become a guardian spirit have a very virtuous life style, but it seems that it is very difficult for them to become a guardian spirit.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">For those who have an important role to play, I think they will be given a very spartan patronage. If you live a proper life, will they get angry at you because your original purpose is far away from them? I&#8217;m the type to lash out when I&#8217;m angry, but honestly, I don&#8217;t know because I can&#8217;t see them.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">It would be good if you try to appreciate them sometimes, even though they are probably invisible to you.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">By the way, my guardian goddess seems to be the goddess of cool beauty. I wonder who she is&#8230;I wonder if cool means she is almost through with me.</p>



<p class="wp-block-paragraph">Don&#8217;t rely too much on it, and if some hint appears, grab it there. I think that&#8217;s fine. Even those who can channel are better in moderation. End of story.</p>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 06 Aug 2024 13:03:42 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[There were those born on a quiet planet. Wise and thoughtful, they cooperate with the same friends and do technical work. They were full of love and healing, going to help other stars and encouraging them. The dark demons attacked them. A great war broke out among the stars of the universe. I fought. I [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There were those born on a quiet planet.</p>
<p>Wise and thoughtful, they cooperate with the same friends and do technical work.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/ab25ce1cceb9818a3d825c197ed2b2ad.png"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3644" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/ab25ce1cceb9818a3d825c197ed2b2ad.png" alt="" width="726" height="1024" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/ab25ce1cceb9818a3d825c197ed2b2ad.png 726w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/ab25ce1cceb9818a3d825c197ed2b2ad-213x300.png 213w" sizes="(max-width: 726px) 100vw, 726px" /></a></p>
<p>They were full of love and healing, going to help other stars and encouraging them. The dark demons attacked them.</p>
<p>A great war broke out among the stars of the universe.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/0a224e417f2d28c7897b10ec33ce8280.png"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3643" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/0a224e417f2d28c7897b10ec33ce8280.png" alt="" width="726" height="1024" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/0a224e417f2d28c7897b10ec33ce8280.png 726w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/0a224e417f2d28c7897b10ec33ce8280-213x300.png 213w" sizes="(max-width: 726px) 100vw, 726px" /></a></p>
<p>I fought. I was hurt a lot, a lot. I wondered why the fighting didn&#8217;t stop&#8230; It was painful.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/86af528dd17ab7641a31445dea5deaf5.png"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3642" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/86af528dd17ab7641a31445dea5deaf5.png" alt="" width="726" height="1024" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/86af528dd17ab7641a31445dea5deaf5.png 726w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/86af528dd17ab7641a31445dea5deaf5-213x300.png 213w" sizes="(max-width: 726px) 100vw, 726px" /></a></p>
<p>Our friends are disappearing. Someone&#8217;s life disappears.</p>
<p>A life is born. Disappearing. And then they are born again&#8230;. All those beautiful stars&#8230;&#8230;.disappearing&#8230;. If I could save them, I would die as many times as I could.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/ce3ea45a5fa7e2a66ee0121b5fcbd630.png"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3641" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/ce3ea45a5fa7e2a66ee0121b5fcbd630.png" alt="" width="726" height="1024" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/ce3ea45a5fa7e2a66ee0121b5fcbd630.png 726w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/ce3ea45a5fa7e2a66ee0121b5fcbd630-213x300.png 213w" sizes="(max-width: 726px) 100vw, 726px" /></a></p>
<p>Billions of light years&#8230;and the next born was another star.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/1d217a54d2bf52027c953e0930e232de.png"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3640" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/1d217a54d2bf52027c953e0930e232de.png" alt="" width="726" height="1024" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/1d217a54d2bf52027c953e0930e232de.png 726w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/1d217a54d2bf52027c953e0930e232de-213x300.png 213w" sizes="(max-width: 726px) 100vw, 726px" /></a></p>
<p>I never knew such a memory &#8211; my heart was lonely and I was in a world where love was invisible.</p>
<p>Men are dominant, women are inferior. In some places, women hated women.</p>
<p>Male society was an ugly power struggle.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/4b48fd56a06d1a37f4029b92e02a1926.png"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3639" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/4b48fd56a06d1a37f4029b92e02a1926.png" alt="" width="726" height="1024" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/4b48fd56a06d1a37f4029b92e02a1926.png 726w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/4b48fd56a06d1a37f4029b92e02a1926-213x300.png 213w" sizes="(max-width: 726px) 100vw, 726px" /></a></p>
<p>Should my words be used to cuss?</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/fc51092445e9d8dbf2190890b78758d8.png"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3638" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/fc51092445e9d8dbf2190890b78758d8.png" alt="" width="726" height="1024" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/fc51092445e9d8dbf2190890b78758d8.png 726w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/fc51092445e9d8dbf2190890b78758d8-213x300.png 213w" sizes="(max-width: 726px) 100vw, 726px" /></a></p>
<p>My words were interrupted when I tried to tell them.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/e396ea4cc8f87d43b2d3612b4fbf729e.png"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3637" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/e396ea4cc8f87d43b2d3612b4fbf729e.png" alt="" width="1024" height="768" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/e396ea4cc8f87d43b2d3612b4fbf729e.png 1024w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/e396ea4cc8f87d43b2d3612b4fbf729e-300x225.png 300w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/e396ea4cc8f87d43b2d3612b4fbf729e-768x576.png 768w" sizes="(max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px" /></a></p>
<p>I wonder what my former friends are doing. In a place I don&#8217;t know.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I hope everyone is not having a hard time.</p>

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		<title>I can&#8217;t believe I&#8217;m doing this</title>
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					<description><![CDATA[The darkness that attacks you follows you wherever you go. No matter how careful you think you are, one day you suddenly find yourself unaware of it. You are angry, worried, and tormented by the situation that is out of your control at that moment. It haunts you for the rest of the day. The [&#8230;]]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The darkness that attacks you follows you wherever you go.</p>
<p>No matter how careful you think you are, one day you suddenly find yourself unaware of it.</p>
<p>You are angry, worried, and tormented by the situation that is out of your control at that moment.</p>
<p>It haunts you for the rest of the day.</p>
<p>The darkness waits for this all the time. What happens after the explosion.</p>
<p>It&#8217;s terrible. It really is a hindrance. If only they weren&#8217;t there, the world would be at peace.</p>
<p>I guess it&#8217;s your strategy to blame something like that on someone else.</p>
<p>I am filled with anger. I want to lash out at someone.</p>
<p>The road to success depends greatly on your mind and whether you should hold on to it or not.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/uuuu.jpg"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3478" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/uuuu.jpg" alt="" width="1200" height="900" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/uuuu.jpg 1200w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/uuuu-300x225.jpg 300w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/uuuu-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/uuuu-768x576.jpg 768w" sizes="(max-width: 1200px) 100vw, 1200px" /></a></p>
<p>No matter how far you go, you have nothing. I have nothing.</p>
<p>I can&#8217;t create anything, I can&#8217;t create anything. I am different from everyone else. I am completely useless.</p>
<p>Even if I try to create something, I destroy it. Because I&#8217;m not smart like everyone else.</p>
<p>If that was the case, I thought it would be better if I didn&#8217;t exist.</p>
<p>I thought that if I left the rest to everyone else, that would be enough.</p>
<p>And yet, even though I run away, even though I run away, I come back again.</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/aaaaaa.jpg"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3479" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/aaaaaa.jpg" alt="" width="1200" height="900" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/aaaaaa.jpg 1200w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/aaaaaa-300x225.jpg 300w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/aaaaaa-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/aaaaaa-768x576.jpg 768w" sizes="(max-width: 1200px) 100vw, 1200px" /></a></p>
<p>Flowers, someone may have planted the seeds, but I can&#8217;t bring myself to do it.</p>
<p>The world is always suffering, isn&#8217;t it? Blooming won&#8217;t change anything.</p>
<p>So I&#8217;ve decided to do nothing.</p>
<p>I&#8217;ve fought so many battles. And yet, nothing has changed.</p>
<p>What&#8217;s the use of leaving such a world behind?</p>
<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/iiiiii.jpg"><img decoding="async" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3480" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/iiiiii.jpg" alt="" width="1200" height="900" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/iiiiii.jpg 1200w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/iiiiii-300x225.jpg 300w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/iiiiii-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/iiiiii-768x576.jpg 768w" sizes="(max-width: 1200px) 100vw, 1200px" /></a></p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Oh, you people are trying so hard to live in this world.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I wanted to be like this too. But I got tired.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>Can I go to sleep? I want to sleep.</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>&nbsp;</p>
<p>I hope I feel a little better when I go to bed and wake up.</p>
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<p><a href="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/wwwww.jpg"><img decoding="async" src="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/wwwww.jpg" alt="" width="1200" height="900" class="aligncenter size-full wp-image-3481" srcset="https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/wwwww.jpg 1200w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/wwwww-300x225.jpg 300w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/wwwww-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https://butterflyandtea.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/07/wwwww-768x576.jpg 768w" sizes="(max-width: 1200px) 100vw, 1200px" /></a></p>
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