I can’t believe I’m doing this

精神世界

The darkness that attacks you follows you wherever you go.

No matter how careful you think you are, one day you suddenly find yourself unaware of it.

You are angry, worried, and tormented by the situation that is out of your control at that moment.

It haunts you for the rest of the day.

The darkness waits for this all the time. What happens after the explosion.

It’s terrible. It really is a hindrance. If only they weren’t there, the world would be at peace.

I guess it’s your strategy to blame something like that on someone else.

I am filled with anger. I want to lash out at someone.

The road to success depends greatly on your mind and whether you should hold on to it or not.

No matter how far you go, you have nothing. I have nothing.

I can’t create anything, I can’t create anything. I am different from everyone else. I am completely useless.

Even if I try to create something, I destroy it. Because I’m not smart like everyone else.

If that was the case, I thought it would be better if I didn’t exist.

I thought that if I left the rest to everyone else, that would be enough.

And yet, even though I run away, even though I run away, I come back again.

Flowers, someone may have planted the seeds, but I can’t bring myself to do it.

The world is always suffering, isn’t it? Blooming won’t change anything.

So I’ve decided to do nothing.

I’ve fought so many battles. And yet, nothing has changed.

What’s the use of leaving such a world behind?

 

Oh, you people are trying so hard to live in this world.

 

 

I wanted to be like this too. But I got tired.

 

 

Can I go to sleep? I want to sleep.

 

 

I hope I feel a little better when I go to bed and wake up.

 

 

 

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